Saturday, May 7, 2016

When Sorrows Come

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When Sorrows Come
(Inspired by Shakespeare’s ‘Hamlet’ of Denmark)
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“To be or not to be, that is the question?” says Hamlet.
Should I or should I not?
Is not such a man, a man that cannot make up his mind?
The witching time of night, to drink hot blood, comes and goes!
‘Don’t kill the fool, he will go to heaven and you, you to hell’ (he ponders this, within his mind’s eye, his drowning soul)
Does he not think: revenge would be the king’s salvation?
If it does not come now, it still will come!
But at the end he kill’s the king, nonetheless, out of love and sorrow.

#5180 / 4-25-2016





The Oedipus Curse

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The Oedipus Curse
(M.R.’s Hang-up/or, Neuroses)
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M.R., he was like a plume cracked open—
A hawk on fire!
In the whack of the wind, he told me one afternoon
((I was just a kid of fifteen, knew him since I was ten) (he to, a good Catholic boy two years younger))
He had made whoopee, like Oedipus with his mother!
I thought, “Why’s he telling me this?
Is he wrapped in some internal strife, some entangling hedges,” I told my mind’s eye; today I’d call it, Neuroses.
Or perhaps that’s what he has now, not then.
Was he choked up with gull bird hair?
And needed to get it out?
There was only one place to get to, and that was far away from him.
Yet I thought I knew him infinitely.
Thereafter our paths narrowed to a hollow.
It has been fifty-years, a half-cemetery, and my mind asks, why? 
Can such behavior, attained comfort?
Is it some abstract obsession?
Why I’ll never know.
But why he told me, I presuppose is that it was the last limit of imaginable horror a person can commit!
And for some reason I was his priest, and he sought absolution, for I made no condemnation.

#5153 (4-19 thru 21 April, 2016)

Note:  The ideas of such incest, between mother and son, go farther back than the play Oedipus by Sophocles, 425 B.C., the idea is brought to light as far back as 1250 to 800 B.C., Homeric beliefs.   The poem being non-fiction, is not a judgment, it is not for me to make, perhaps M.R., was a tragic hero, perhaps not, mothers have as much love as authority, and at times it can get blurred.  But the poem needed to be written sooner or later.  We must take into consideration, Oedipus, whom inspired me to write the poem, he himself was a daemon, or demigod, king, and consort of the Queen.
  

The Gorge Burial

The Gorge Burial   
((A 1984 Vision, retold #2) (Arch devil Belphegor))



Out of mausoleum darkness     fingertips, with long canine nails, appeared—

I had gazed on the dead features     in a gorge like burial   and averted my eyes very hastily—

It was a vision of macabre suspense, as a Black Hand, palsy-nodding hand, slowly approached, —

Heavily figured, wide like a curtain, with spacious and mortuary shadows,
somewhat against my will

moved to block my vision       the perforation was filled with corpses       a worm infested tomb.

Onlookers, watching, not lacking in morbid curiosity seemingly of an ancient time
                                                               gazed upon the chilled site

all seemingly possessed a cheerful fascination of this      genocide,        apocalypse!

The hand now blocking my vision,     hollowed faced, haunted eyes…    said not a word!


#5209/4-30-2016

Note: A 1984 Vision, retold, originally written to a lesser degree, in a more classical  rhyming form and schema,   in the book, and long epic poem  and classic  called: “The Last Trumpet and Woodbridge Demon” by the same author.

Nights in Vietnam

Nights in Vietnam

(Frenchie, the Whore: a remembrance)



Peace for the Vietnam War had always been stirring, back in ’75 when it came, it came prancing out of the dust, as if having been locked up in a basement cellar, sitting stillborn, in the middle of the floor.
Although in ’71, there was still 200,000-soldiers in Nam, and we had four more years yet to go.
The Chinese, Hanoi, Russia, and the American pre-Madonna’s, everybody but America’s industries were all with loud voices, yelling for the war to stop, for America to retreat, and we bombed Hanoi, and people cried! 
We were the baby-killers.
During all this we GI’s were drinking ourselves to death, flying high on dope, playing the melancholy military soldier, far away from home, and we were!
Sitting and waiting in our uniforms, that bad-tempered green, as our Vietnamese—workforces—burnt our manure.
Well, not quite sitting, in the meantime we’d call on Frenchie!
To satisfy our lusts.
She was an independent.
And when she’d show up in our company area, most anyone with $10-bucks, fumbled in their pockets for it, for happiness, gratification, pleasure.
A few of us were ashamed of wanting it, as we did; but it couldn’t be helped (as the old saying goes: boys will be boys).
 After the morning penicillin shots—at the nearby dispensary—it couldn’t be helped either, one went back to it just the same.
One old Joe, a pal of mine, ended up—after going back to that dispensary so many times—being shipped off to Japan, to adjust his spine.
I was addicted to booze, he was addicted to sex.
We wished to love and we wished to live—
From out of a world of killing and adoring one learns to do both together.
We, —on the face of it—made more lovemaking than we had to scratch.

Frenchie was twenty-two, five-foot two, lovely, so much so, it was hard to escape her sorcery.
She made a fortune off us GI’s.
I think she had undergone castration (no ovaries); proud as a dog with two items.
That is to say, she had freedom in making her fortune, no need to dread a possible pregnancy, had she, she would have been impotent.
She had no other feminine ailments of this sort, the rest of her providential.
Part Vietnamese, the rest of her was all French, with a light-bulb diaphragm, and bottom; and an upper portion equal to Mount Everest, —figuratively speaking!
One and all thought, and so did I, was there not an easier way for her to make money?
But as I look back, there wasn’t much employment—that is Saxon puritanism talking, you were either a soldier, nun or whore; or rice planter and picker.
Respectability was old fashion, especially to the poor and hungry, in war-torn Vietnam.  
And Frenchie made good use of her assets.
Her patriotic sacrifice was to stay alive, not to feed the bee hive, and tread carefully.
She and I had a special arrangement, she hid her money under my mattress, and slept till five in the morning, and I got a discount!
Not that I wanted it—
Lest she be caught by the cowboys, those little imp-Vietnamese soldiers and skinned alive.
She had foresight, more cunning than the rest of the whores, and we soldiers were no better, whoremongrels, one could classify.  
She was light, we were shade; the two sides of medal.
My best guess, she invested.
She had her personal clientele, and much more I presume.
She never lost control of her gatherings, perfumed, and wild, she danced and sang like a gypsy; she was an entertainer as well.
Madam Frenchie got both her money and her pleasure.
She encouraged a passionate view on life.
The other whores were like phantoms to fools, smut-fingering seekers.
But Frenchie was sound popular stock, not stupid, but with definite desires.

I remember her chiefly, those nights in Vietnam, she was rendezvous, she hung out with us often at night, not just for sex, but talk, conversations.
She was for many, a backdoor to a world away from war, a pleasant intrusion.
She was the best of a world of wretchedness and rubble:
To a Christian, she would have been a flabbergast
She was to herself, a survivor.
She was a success in this world, perhaps not the next.

Perhaps Frenchie, like us GI’s: we searched as she searched, for happiness and meaning in a multi-layered world, with war of midst of madness and savagery, that seemed empty.

Note: May 6, 2016/#5231
Copyright © 5-2016 by Dennis L. Siluk, Dr. H.c.







Enchantress of: The Hyperborean Sea

Enchantress of:
The Hyperborean Sea

((Riddles of Death) (Part I of II))




Before the Black Sea was called or became the Black Sea, it was nothing but a plateau, a desolate desert.
In those far-off antediluvian times, after the asteroid hit the plateau, in consequence, was created the Hyperborean Sea that man one day would call ‘Black’ for from its roots, came legends.
This is where the Neanderthal would inhabit, and uncouthly carven gods would be created for myth, legends, lore and saga,
To crisscross the world, blindly.

There in this wondrous sea, came forth incredible marvels, water plumes as big as old large tree stumps.
Citadels and towers, such as the Great Tower of Kula, built out of colored marble to reach like a flame of crimson fire a thousand feet above the depths of the sea.
In the sea’s deepest apertures, roamed polar monsters that crept to and fro from the Sea of Azov, into the Hyperborean.
This was a time before the land of Mu, or Atlantis.
It was a sea of death and haunting and enchantment.
And below its watery crust, resided twenty-miles deep, a prison house for demon, such homely things, indiscreet and indescribable.  
There too, lived the She-devil of Oedipus’ days, hence, when she would be called the She-wolf;
There within that circle of time yet to be, Oedipus, King of Thebes, she would become his arch-behooved annoyance;
And to her, he would be her muse.

Besides, her given designation, as She-devil, she was: goddess, ghost, woman, demon of no light, reptilian, and creature of the sea (amphibian);
With a gibbous moon shaped head, wings liken to a bat, rotting riven ebbing dark green eyes.
And below her eyelids fovea, a patch of tightly packed receptors that delivered sharp vision, to which formed a horizontal streak instead of the usual circular spot.
As a result, she could scan (likened to a Crocodile) without moving her head, although underwater she had very blurry vision.
One even wondered if she could fly as high as to the looming hues of the moon’s airless astral surface.
She herself wondered if she could bend time and space, or having simply live through it, to await her fate!
If she could she would have walked off into a world beyond time.
And before she would meet her match, ages would pass.
She cast no shadow.
She herself, could not figure out her own riddle of death; yet it remained as an imperative voice in her soul.
With her eldritch dark, satanic hyenas, of no repute, they combed the plateaus of Ur, and watched the Ziggurats of Ur, being built.
And bowed not to the first kings of Kish, nor any thereafter.
Nor to king Gilgamesh, nor to Babel.
And she roamed to and fro and became known throughout the Mediterranean, Caspian, the Hittites, Aratta, Eiam, and along the Nile.

She wore a flimsy gown of some sea moss, crimson fabric.
Her silence provoked a solitude as if she remained in some remote place;
As if within a deep death hush, longing for the lost plateaus of where now stood the sea.
And when she appeared to her dark demonic beings, and her haven below the sea, and gathered among the archdemon of Hades, and those satanic henchman of Satan’s and the hippocampi’s of Atlantis, imps and nymphs, and ebon creatures of Tartarus, the trident ghosts of earth, and earthling, sea creatures all drew back as if at attention, in an eerie awe.
She was one of a kind, in time!

At times of anger, resplendent fires came from her eyes, and she turned into a mass of granite, a synthesis of spirit and stone and flesh;
And at times she was a pale, diaphanous, when under a bright sun, at rest.
And like a quarrying hawk, she flew over the sea as if oceanward, with crimson wings,
Climbing vertigo, to heights unseen, with a celestial beauty and no fatigue.
Even the fierce mountain eagles and the escarpment dwelling condors screamed and scattered, eyeing her approach.
Such a weird love for grandeur and nature, drew on her.

Where was her equal, her peril and disaster that might lie before her, was but a delirium of mad superhuman ascent, she knew not—?
And she outlasted the untrammeled realms of spirits before and after her.

She gave birth to the riddle and allure, and came and went as she pleased, and walked endlessly on the floor of the Hyperborean Sea.
And she wore archimperial purple, when she devised the greatest of her riddles, like an oracle of Delphi, to enchant them to her listeners.

She, the She-devil-wolf, was a descended from the Watchers.
Those angelic renegades who cohabited with womankind’s ancient ancestors—an intermingling species—of the Aurignacian and Gravettians nature, virtuoso. 
This combination produced this hyperborea-breathing creature, whom would haunt humanity with her tidings of riddles and doom, the death riddle to be given to whom?

Ah, she witnessed the Ice Ages, come and go, the burial of the mammoths, and prophesied in her riddles of death to her estranged imprisoned demon of a King yet unknown, unborn—
That she would leave a strange legacy with Oedipus, of what essence, she did not know.
And in her daily epitaphs, she wrote how she moved through man’s dreams like a bookworm through a book.
Idle more often than not, to beguile the hours and her deep thoughts, she memorized a hundred-thousand riddles—
And repeated them day to day to nominate the best of the lot.
The most entangling, and ensnarling, and unequaled, and this in time she would plant and plot, her greatest victory or emanate defeat.

Truly she was no mortal being, for at one moment she was in one spot, and then soon thereafter a thousand miles away, swift as if at the speed of light.
No human lover could she find to aspire her, nor did she seek one.
She was like to a human: frost and flame and fury, with perilous beauty, but akin to a furnace of a comet.
She breathed in ice-born air, as she did with deep seawaters!
Impregnable to man, but not to the one true God, Elohim.
And for this reason her visitations to humanity were cut short, lest she be provoked by and by, to black evil, and committed and chained by paranormal iron, to the great creviced and chasmed walls of the sea’s demonic prison, God’s sea-tombs of the living lifeless, by God’s Archangels: Ur’el, Sorr’el and Mic’el.
And there was no sorcery she could use against the spectral swirls and blinding flurries of God’s chosen archangels.
It came with careless fright should they descend for her imprisonment, or banishment, or death into oblivion; forevermore, lost to forgetfulness….
For she knew, man was made in God’s image.

In Poetic Prose: No: 5227/5-4-2016 
Copyright © 5-2016 by Dennis L. Siluk, Dr. H.c.

   A Stranger from Corinth
(Par II, to ‘Enchantress of: The Hyperborean Sea’)

(Riddles of Death)




Thus, those far-off days of shrill and eldritch, of wordless awe had ended, and now came the day of the stranger from Corinth.
And lo! The She-devil (wolf) had become known as ‘The Purging Sphinx’ of Thebes.
And with her riddles of death, many men, women and children had perished, they say by some form of black magic, that she was a necromancer, a sorcerer of sorts, and more!
From her gazebo, outside of the city’s gates, she appeared within, as if out of nowhere, and slew the people of Thebes with no pardon, and indifference—

And she had heard tell, of an exigency for a hero to come to Thebes and save them, right from the mouth of the King, and so she devised her plan.

Who is to say, why her impiety become strong, her infamous ark of crudity stronger, and well known?
Had her long life poisoned her mind?
She no longer eluded the doom that actually come concealed in a belief, a plot-like Lucifer had against God, feeling it was better to be a tragic hero than a lost cause.
And so she provoked God’s fury.
She slew King Laius, the last king of Thebes, before the stranger of Corinth came—
She slew him on his way to Delphi to seek aid.
Slain mysteriously on the road.
She thinking, he was the one in her dreams who would bring forth this man of demise, her demise.
Yet the stranger from Corinth had not yet arrived from his wanderings, to do God’s behest… 
For he would answer her riddle of death, placing it upon her own breast, the curse she so willing gave freely, in plague and sickness, jeopardy,  and fear, she would bear—

And then, soon thereafter, came forth a new dream:  ‘Lo, he has not fallen… not yet!”
And hence, the stranger arrived after the king’s death.
And he answered her riddle (Oedipus), and all was clear, she flung herself from her rock and died!
Died with doomed-eyes, avarice, drooling.
Among the people of Thebes, all were startled by a loud and splintering crash, with myriad clanging of a broken skull and neck; unerringly, she lay with her oozing brain.   

Subsequently great storms, outreaching the length of the Hyperborean Sea, gave testimony to her, passing.
And the Sea became covered with black ebon mist, and the name of the sea was changed…forevermore.
And darkness bound and became her abolition, her oblivion.

Note: 6-5-2016/#5229
Copyright © 5-2016 by Dennis L. Siluk, Dr. H.c.


Bleak Drizzle

Bleak Drizzle
((A 1984 Vision, retold) (Arch devil Belphegor))




Into a long drawn-out vision,     thicken with twilight,
I was confused of what side of earth it came from,

heaven or hell?

But before me in the pale mist, of which there was no faint glare,      but a flare of color to be taken

                                                  a large man sat

with a drowned out purple and scarlet      robe,
crowned with rubies. diamonds and gold       on  a

mahogany, and teakwood throne. 

The vision came together with an unnatural quickness, as if the being      wished to overtake me

and I felt a dim concern if not alarm      as if my vision had stepped into a region that was more dubious

than I desired.

A chill come to me, deathly      along with a disquieting mystery.

His appearance then shifted before me,     his face     blurred, as it shape-changed into uncertainty,

malevolent, vindictive,

as if it was coming out of a ghost-land, a woods.

I stood in this vision pausing and peering.

I could no longer see the heavy wrought-iron face of whom I presumed to be Arch devil, himself: Belphegor

(king of the demons)

Now he portrayed a forbidding air,      one I felt in the marrow of my bones,      a brooding coldness that could only come from     the demonic world!


But there was a gateway for escape to this vision     thus I  followed the light,      the vision dissolved itself among

the shrubs, and bleak drizzle of a woods of no certain kind!

#5208/4-30-2016


Note: A 1984 Vision, retold, originally written to a lesser degree, in a more classical  rhyming form and schema,   in the book, and long epic poem  and classic  called: “The Last Trumpet and Woodbridge Demon” by the same author.

Axis of Death

Axis of Death
(A Vietnam War Poem) Part II


In the war in Vietnam, they cut off hands, and cut out eyes!  Just a few of the many       torments!
I found a bravery in me,        unsuspected,    but all the same       it was there—

I called out in the darkness, to a man’s shadow, he was frozen in      fright
We were being bombarded with rockets this certain night!
I slapped him silly, shook him sideways, per near upside-down.

The explosions froze him up,        like a turnip.
I knew it would all be over in an hour or two, or at least by morning!
And so it was, by late morning,      all over.

After all these years I can still see this dummy target, I had to shake, rattle and roll       out of shock, —
Clumsy as an ox!
And for that reason I couldn’t help having a certain confidence in me.

“I’ve had enough” he finally said to me, and then ran and hid, to where,    who knows…,       I never seen him again…
I said,   “He’s too frightened to be in this war!”

But being a little frightened perhaps is good        therapy?


No: 5202/4-28-2016