Monday, March 21, 2011

Mr. Alejandro Toledo (The Gander is on the Run)



Mr. Alejandro Toledo (The Gander is on the Run)
(I hope somebody translates this into Spanish, I haven’t got time, but if you care you will)




Why is ex-president Toledo losing the Presidency at this very minute?
I could also ask: How many times does it take for a Peruvian Citizen to wise up, and the answer might be six or seven…

First Toledo should know: calling names isn’t good especially to the person who was your right hand man during your previous presidency. Anytime you cut down a person you befriended, and done you good, you don’t look good. Pablo is a gringo, but so is Toledo’s wife. How dumb can you be? Especially saying Pedro Pablo Kuczynski has a disease, how uncouth for an educated man, it makes you look like a bar-drunk.

Second, pride comes before destruction. Here you are Mr. Toledo, boasting and bragging and belittling everyone in your path, are you on dope or what? We all know you like to drink, perhaps you need treatment. You have a short memory that is how a previous contender for president lost last time—with the initial ‘O’, who now is running again, and acting like Humble Pie, how phony can you be.

Forth, your wife’s a thief, in the eyes of many Peruvian folk, that’s called things unsettled. You should never have brought her into your race for high office or your domain at this time. She traveled the world on a Peruvian—go free card with your blessings, spending millions of dollars prancing around the world; and how about those mummies? Wasn’t it five missing on your watch, and who took them out of the museum? Your wife of course; your boasting brought this all back to their attention.
And all that whiskey you bought—gosh, you could have bought a distillery cheaper.
And here you are again and again, bragging about going to Harvard—true or not, nobody cares how much you know until you show how much you care.
And this on going thing that you were a shoeshine boy, if there is any truth to it it’s so over played and stale, and unreal, nobody takes notice to it anymore. As the old saying goes:
“You can fool some of the people all the time, all of the people some of the time, but not all of the people all of the time.” And that is what you are trying to do. As Peru is trying to stand erect in the world, you would break her back down to her knees. Your time is over.
Plus how about: ‘Gay Marriages?” There are still real Christians in Peru, some of those votes count. Actually, there are more real Christians, than real Gays, so you chose one over the other. I think you must feel, Christians will still vote for Gay Marriages despite, your hugging them into your domain. Wrong again, that’s called being true to your values, or violating them. If you are a real Christian, you will not violate them simply to be president, if you can, what can we expect from you?
You say your opponent is too old, and a gringo, yet you work in the United States, and if you lose you most likely will be there sooner than later. So the gringos are okay when it counts, and just in the way, with you are running for office.
Again, how many times do you need to slap the people of Peru in the face before they wake up? Whatever the number is, you woke them up.

I pray Mr. Toledo, you don’t get in for another term, the people of Peru deserve better. Actually during your presidency, you never made the country safer, although you may have brought the Gross National Product up. And one of the main five areas of interest to any nations is ‘safety’.


By Dennis L. Siluk


Sunday, March 20, 2011

From the: International Poetry Journal (D.L. Siluk's comments)


From: THE ENCHANTING VERSES INTERNATIONAL POETRY JOURNAL

ISSUE -VIII December 2009 ALL SELECTED POETS AND POEMS

ISSN-0974-3057




Questions on Poetry
(From the Smart Guys!)

by Dennis L. Siluk, Ed.D.


On a radio program last year I was asked several questions, and at a presentation I was asked several, a few the same. It seems to me lots of people are asking questions about poetry nowadays, and one of the questions was:
"Why do I write more poetry than anything else?"
Well that question seemed to be kind of repugnant to me, so I asked "Why not?" And he said, "It doesn't sell, and there isn't that big of an audience out there!" There I sat with my wife, and the radio commentator, and thought, and I'm sure he thought he had me stumped, I saw that smirk on his face. And then I said, "Why do you have me on your program then, and why did you tell me, several universities are listening, and did you realize in the past several years more and more books of poetry are being sold every day, poetry has had its comeback, and it is not over."
Well as I said that was one question. Then at a presentation, I was asked another question, and it seems people are not asking questions to learn, rather to see if they can burn you - in this case me. To show how smart they are. Anyhow, the question was asked again,
"Why poetry? I mean, what is so special about it, it's not a big seller, and folks don't read it, and most people write it as it pertains to them."
Such questions, can't anyone come up with something more provoking, original, so I thought at the time: I said,
"First, if you can write poetry well, you can write anything well. It is the highest form of writing, or is supposed to be. Secondly, I repeated what I had said the first time, "Go check the bookstores; they've got large sections of poetry." There is art and skill in poetry. And third or forth, poetry is a little story the author is telling you, and yes, they have to condense it, and most often go according to a style, and it can be often times only read by someone who has experience that you have, but then so is prose in a way. It is just that prose is smoother to read. And if you use a lot of adjectives, you might be getting into poetic prose and you don't even know it."
Rhyming poetry didn't come into existence until the 10th Century, where many folks think there has to be a rime or a reason you don't use a rhyme schema in your stanzas.
Anyhow, I just wanted to share a few 'questions' I received from the smart guys. You all know them. There are a few reading this right now saying, "Whose he think he is!" (This is not a question, rather a statement). But you good folks, go buy your poetry books, read your best poets, write some, and put the smart guys where they belong, left alone in the back row where they will be asking dumb questions for the rest of their lives-to get attention and so the world will know how smart they are.

Saturday, March 19, 2011

The book of Nosalgia (Pomes on Grieving)

From the Journalist College of Professionals of Peru, on its 30th Anniversary, the “Merit of Honor,” is given to Dr. Dennis Lee Siluk, for his international literature, and encouraging the public with his creation of “A Leaf and a Rose,” and “Stone Heap of the Wildcat”.
Regional Director, Adelmo Huamani Meza,
30 November, 2010



The Book of
Nostalgia


(Poems on Grieving…)



Dennis L. Siluk, Ed.D.
Three Time Poet Laureate







The Book of Nostalgia
(Pomes on Grieving…)
Copyright © 2012, by Dennis L. Siluk, Ed.D.

Dedicated to Elsie T. Siluk






Index

Prologue
(Poems on Grieving)



Poems on the Days (Part One)

1—Lost Days
2—Final Days
3—Forty-two Days
4—Last Day
5—Day of Recovery
6—Days Grew Heavy
7—Day alter Day
8—Days of Protocol
9—Today
10—A Day Late
11—Day Zero
12—Days of Depression
13—A Pretty Good Day
14—Days of Clearing out Things
15—Trying Days
16— Day of the Vision
17—Day of Cremation



Poems without Days (Part Two)


18—Letting Go of he Dying
19—Goodbyes
20—World you like to live Like This?
21— End Poem: “Death Passed Me Once”



Poems of Nostalgia (Part Three)
Mixed Poems (from the unpublished work “Naked Poetry”)

22—The Long Glimpse
23—Spring Cleaning (A 1960s, Minnesota Poem)
24—Mother’s Taxi
25—A Song for Elsie
26—Those Old Russian Stews
27—Clothespins
28—Love Unravelled


End Poem

29— Love and Butterflies
[For Elsie T. Siluk, my mother]









Dr. Siluk’s books are available: United Arab Emirates, Australia, Belgium, Bahrain, Switzerland, China, Germany, Spain, Finland, France, Hong Kong, Indonesia, India, Japan, Kenya, Kuwait, Sri Lanka, Malaysia, Netherlands, New Zealand, Russia, Saudi Arabia, Singapore, Thailand, South Africa (to include: throughout the United States and Canada, and England)


Notes: For those who have read Mr. Siluk’s poetry, his natural private imagery, perhaps more on the nonacademic side, you will discover what he is trying to do is, tell how it is to be alive today, about the present, saying: ”This is a state of mind one should visit every so often.” He uses powerful descriptions and intense imagery to have an effect on the reader, he implies “…that’s the job of the poet, to effect!” Rosa Peñaloza de Siluk


This is the author’s 45th book, and most versatile, resourceful. He lives in Minnesota and Peru with his wife Rosa. the author with Garrison Keillor National Radiobroadcaster, author, poet, and storyteller; they met at the World Theater during a poetry reading, February, 2005, in St. Paul, Minnesota. And
Present Alan Garcia n Lima, Peru, May, 2010.





“…you have been designated Godfather of… the National Newspaper of Peru (“The Voice of the People… is the Voice of God”)… in merit to your fine virtues and profession of service that you have shown throughout your exemplary life that everybody appreciates, admires, and exalts.” Director, Apolinario Mayta Inga & Manager Rivera Flores, October 7, 2009

I just wanted to let you know how much I enjoyed your short story, “Uni’s Street Corner” in Lake Area Business this month. Thanks for sharing this wonderful piece!! Gloria Stafford, Minnetrista, MN

“I received your book “Last Autumn and Winter”…. It's beautiful you have really captured Minnesota. And I love that it is in Spanish and English. … Thanks so much for sending this treasure to me Dennis.”

Gail Weber, Editor and Owner of “Exploring Tosca” A Minnesota
cultural magazine (5-25-2010)


The Synergy Group Recommended Reading (April 2010) pertaining to topics on Behavioral and
Emotional Health, the book: The Path to Sobriety…” by Dr. Dennis L. Siluk



Prologue: Most poets perhaps even writers of other genres, prefer their narrations on death to entail courage and strength, putting little emphases on grieving and its torments, depressions, longevity, and so forth; I don’t disagree completely with that, only partly, for submissive suffering is also involved, which most folks just do not want to look at—to include the gambit of all writers—save the poet, and even he dances around this. I prefer them both together for what else can one do to find the true and aggressive, passive emotions one voyages through during a paramount loss: especially during the process of a loved one dying in front of your eyes; day by day watching death consume, like fire until all that is left is ashes.
Emotions are neither right nor wrong, they just are. Therefore, we weep, behind or in front of the curtains, the windows, and if we don’t weep, it comes out all the same, just sideways. We weep often to heal and let go, to go forward in life, as it was meant to be; some folks scream, as to be able to endure the pain of the loss, while others pull their hair out from the roots. Some folks grieve long and hard, some folks not so long, or hard, perhaps they are tougher in the grieving area. In any case, the periods of grieving are different for everyone, and we grieve like it or not. Grieving is a way to thin the blood so the heart and the mind can function as well as possible.
This is a daring book—to say the least, on what I consider poignant poetry on a dreadful fact each one of us will face sooner or later—dying or the death of a much loved person. This is my poetic testimony, to a beloved mother.





Poems on the Days

(Part One)


(…concerning the Dying of a Beloved Mother)



Lost Days
(The dying of a beloved Mother)

She was getting weaker
the last months of her life;
her blue-eyes lost their
rapture, their chase.
A congestive heart helped take
her vigour away…!
And then, then came, those
Long, long lost days.

12-15-2007 No: 2104




Final Days

(The dying of a beloved Mother)


I sat by my mother’s bedside
as death drew near,
and saw her white skin,
turn pale (while in the Hospital).

I wrote a poem a few days
after she passed on….

The first twenty-seven days
of her hospitalization
she talked a lot,
the last words to come,
before the coma.

Out of a window, near her bed
was a July summer blooming…!

In those last days—so honest
she was, she saw angels
in her room.

Each day
(almost everyday)
we talked together—
I, in my droopy melancholy despair;
her, with smiles and laughter,
which filled the room…(with)
butterflies, as she slowly
dwindled away.

No: 2101 (12-15-2007)



Forty-Two days


After my mother’s death
I looked back at the calendar,
it was forty-two days—forty-two days had passed
since we ate cake and ice-cream at the restaurant,
along the banks of the St. Croix River;
stood out by its fence,
waved our hands at the camera—
my mother seemed to stagger a bit.
I wonder now,
now, if
she knew
she only had
forty-two days left?



Notes: 12-15-2007 No: 2102: in this poem, the author is referring to the St. Croix River, that flows through the town of Stillwater, in Minnesota, USA; Minnesota is on one side, Wisconsin, on the other.



Last Day


This morning Rosa woke me up
“What for?” I asked.
I put my cloths on, went to the bathroom,
took a pee, cleaned up (quickly).
I sensed something was wrong,
something staring back at me…
from behind a mirror,
a gut-feeling,
(my mother had died).


No: 2103 12-15-2007







A Day of Recovery


After the surgery,
after they cut out half her insides,
she started to recover,
but she would relapse, after a day
(in the interim,
I checked on how much morphine
she was being given).

She wanted me to bring her home,
had a dream she was in a taxi,
and it wouldn’t stop at her house.

She was a breathing, scrutinizing coffin,
just waiting in the bed to die;
she didn’t worry though,
she said: she had lived longer
than she had expected.

Her ardent last awaking days
were full of power and praise.
Talking away on old passionate associations,
of what went before, now near eight-three years
old: now brief, calm and bold.


No: 2105 12-16-2007





Days Grew Heavy


Days grew heavy throughout June,
of 2003; after the 26th, I knew
I’d have to bear her death.
They bathed her and fed her,
as her trembling hands
signed the last checks
to pay her bills.
Yet she smiled, as
I watched her dying—
her failing, of old age.


No: 2104 (12-17-2007)



Day after Day


I walked around her bed
(day after day)
wondering what I could do
she must had thought me a dupe…;
there I was pacing, pacing here and there,
like a hungry bear—
anxious to do something, anything
but there was nothing I could do,
nothing at all.

Perhaps she understood:
even the good and thoughtful
must endure….
She would not overlook
my sorrow.

No: 2106 (12-16-2007)






Days of Protocol


Everyday in the hospital (thirty in all)
was a day for protocol:
questions, infusions, shots, sleep,
heavy sleep (sleeping ten to
fifteen-hours per day) that was her
life, her living. She asked
when she saw me: “Were you here
yesterday?”
“O yes,” I’d respond, “but you were
sleeping.”


No: 2107 (12-16-2007)





Today


Now, four year’s later, memories, voices, images
words, all turn up in my mind.
She really didn’t want to take that agitated ride
to the hospital, the morning she called
upstairs to my wife Rosa…but the pain in her
stomach was too much; thus,
Rosa drove her to the Emergency Room,
(admissions), and she never left.
Perhaps she knew this—


No: 2108 12-16-2007)





A Day Late


When the minister asked (brought to my attention)
at the Hospital, after mother’s death,
if I’d give to them her name, they’d pray for her,
I simply told them (with annoyance):
“It’s too late, way too late—go and pray for the living.”

(No: 2109 (12-16-2007)






Day Zero


My mother lay silent on her back—
while the female doctor was talking to me
(in a private room)
showing far-minded love….
It was day—zero, I couldn’t take
much more.
(Thank God, my brother spoke
before I did!)



No: 2110 (12-16-2007)
Dedicated to my brother Mike E. Siluk






Days of Depression


There were days of depression
(for me) waiting for the light of life
to be blown out. After
my mother died…. I knew
I wouldn’t, or couldn’t
commit suicide, but my doctor
and wife, wasn’t so sure:
throwing medicine my way,
to stabilize my brain waves.


No: 2111 (12-16-2007)





A Pretty Good Day


She ate (or all she had to eat was):
soup, jello, and chocolate milk
(mostly, tasteless crap at the hospital)
those last days of her life.
She was bored, but comfortable
in Ramsey hospital;
as she dehydrated—

She’d say, “Bring me some good chocolate!”
And I did, once—
before the operation
(she hid it from the nurses).

That was a pretty good day.


No: 2112 (12-16-2007)




Days of Cleaning out Things


Throughout my mother’s apartment, my brother
and I found a massive storage of things, things,
and more things…like sewing things, and
garments she made, never wore, garments
bought and put away in storage, not sure
what for: she would have said ‘For a rainy day’.

Things, like records and ribbons,
knitting things, almost everything buyable
under the sun. Tons of toothpaste, and
toilet paper (stacks and stacks of things); all three
bedrooms filled, and she slept on the couch.

Stamps, paper, and can goods, silverware
in three drawers, tools and much, much more.

It took all of two weeks, to clean her house,
out, but I bet she had a great time buying and
giving those things away as gifts (as often she did).

We didn’t complain though, my brother and I,
we never had to buy things for two years or so.


No: 2113 (12-16-2007)



Trying Days


I tried, during those trying days
to remain dry-eyed and half-sane
—silent (my pain, paralyzed).
I was trying to understand, --

She laid in a coma for three days
I told her to let go, and go home,
home to heaven, with the Lord,
and she did—; that brought me
into a horror.


No: 2114 (12-16-2007)





Day of the Vision


I had told my mother—
(two years prior to her death),
that in a vision I had
seen her laying in a bed
(she looked dead).
Her right arm hanging loose to the side…
(she smiled, and didn’t say much
and went about her chores).

In her hospital room, I saw this vision’s
reality (the day she died).
I stroked her dead but warm
blooded arm, kissed her forehead—
it was the Day of the Vision!


No: 2115 (12-16-2007)





Day of Cremation


“Cremate me,” she said (with indifference),
adding, “…it’s only $1300.00, I checked it out, not bad!”
And we somewhat laughed—thinking, I suppose—
thinking: no one will profit from her death
(fancy funerals cost piles of dollars, I guess).
And so it was, and is to this day,
she lay as a pile of ashes in a urn.
If she could see it, I’m sure
she’d nod quietly, and say:
“Job well done.”


No: 2116 (12-16-2007)





Poems without Days





(Part Two)


Letting Go of the
Dying

Dying, is but a breath away—
Letting go of your loved ones
is another thing, much harder,
(I’d say)— Enormous echoes
seep through one’s brain,


No: 2118 (12-16-2007)




Goodbyes



They all came, one by one, to say their goodbyes
(family and friends, to the hospital); some from afar.
Some wiped their eyes, trying not to cry, others
touched and looked wide-eyed. And Mother, she just
smiled, and laughed, until she tired out, and closed
her eyes. And we all left, wondering if she’d open
them again…. (and on July 1, 5:00 A.M., 2003,
she didn’t).


No: 2119 (12-16-2007)



“Would you like to live like this?”


Her eyes opened wide (she hadn’t spoken for a moment).
Can’t remember what I said, but mother replied:
“…would you want to live like this?”
“No!” my pale lips pushed out….
There was almost a spasm to her face, yet a kind of
sweetness rose from her cheeks... “No!” I repeated.
I watched her body go still as she leaned back towards
her pillow (as if doing some deep thinking…). Then her
rounded squinty blue-eyes closed, just for a jiffy,
for a thought, then reopened, and she started talking—again.


No: 2120 (12-17-2007)



Death Passed Me Once
(In the Valley of Days)



Death returns: it found no resting place,
I saw it in flight last night—(it passed me once,
overhead) beneath the last sparks of twilight—!

Death has wings, you know, I saw it descend,
it glides through the valley of days, in peacefulness…
yet—its tail leaves shadows of grief, and pain,
to return at dawn, blue-bellied full—,
as if it had swallowed a whale whole.

Death, is always hungry it seems, and has an
invisible web nearby, always waiting, waiting,
likened to a spider waiting for a fly!


Δ


Poems of Nostalgia

((Part Three) (Mixed Poems))


These poems for the most part were taken from an unpublished book written in 2004 and 2005 called “Naked Poetry”


The Long Glimpse


From the arch of the doorway
She’d look my way, into the garage, at me—
as I readied my automobile to go someplace;
She’d be looking-steadfast
I’d open my car door a bit, ask:
“Why you staring? (at me)”
“No reason,” she’d reply, smiling.
Then with a tinge of hesitation
she summon up, and said (at 82):
softly, in an almost whisper “You….”
((as if she had remembered the day I
was born) (almost in a trance.))
And I’d for the life of me—
not know why; I know now though,
she was simply getting a long glimpse
before she died (for she died shortly after).
I guess, she was really saying goodbye,
saying goodbye with a long glimpse
to last between now and then, when we’d
meet again.

No: 1947 8-24-2007






Spring Cleaning
(A 1960s, Minnesota Poem)

During spring cleaning my
mother worked the house
as if—she was having a GI-Party:
one of those Army clean-up parties
where everything had to be ‘Spick and Span.’
Every nook and crack in every inch
of the place, clean and shiny. She
moved the furniture around—awkward
as it was—sofa chair, table and television
lifting up rugs—and still having
strength and stamina to wash walls
clean. And in the midst of it all
I often wondered, she never rearranged
the rooms. Perhaps because she didn’t
want grandpa to become disoriented.
Thus, no one had to deal with change.
And no one knew the inexhaustible
efforts she put out (or if they did
no one said a word, nor she).


No: 2695 (5-18-2010)




Mother’s Taxi


In a hospital bed restless she laid
Not afraid, or disposed
An operation had taken place:
To regenerate her failing system—
But time, cripples the bones and flesh
Slowly until its mush—I’m starting to learn
That much myself lately…

She went home, in a taxicab today—
She said, “A black man drove her
By the house, wouldn’t stop or
Let me out…

“Stop here, here! It’s my place,” she
Moaned with grief, but the driver wouldn’t
Stop, didn’t stop— (she really
Thought she was in that taxi)

“Why wouldn’t he stop?” she
Asked me today, when she woke up;
She still didn’t understand

I was a bit vanquish and sad
To have to say: “Mother, I’m sorry,
it was simply a dream…
(and then she knew she was dying)”


Note: A January poem [1/24/2004], when you lose a mother, a mother you love, you lose part of your soul—I do believe—that is, part of your character that can never be replaced. It is a love by itself, not clinging to any other dimensions or comparisons; it simply has it own life and death and healing process. No: 425



A Song for Elsie


When I was young
Before my teens
She’d be humming a Song,
a tune, called:
“Roses are red my love…”
For some odd reason…

Just an old song, tune
That kind of kept
The fire burning, so I’d learn
In yeas yet to come, a song that
Reminded her of an old boyfriend
Who went off to war, in ‘44?
And received her devotion
Forevermore…!

No: 506/2-2005

Those Old Russian Stews


Grandpa’s been dead now
For some twenty years or so;
Mother, only two…! So
There’s no one left I fear, but
Me, who knows how to make—
Those Old Russian stews…!

No: 507/2-2005



Clothespins


Clothespins and white sheets,
Socks and blue jeans,
Hanging on rope lines
In the backyard
Flopping in the wind…

I’d help my mother hang them
In the cold freezing breeze of
Minnesota’s nearing winter;
Solid rippled like a pig’s snout
They’d become…

#510 [2/27/05]



Love Unraveled

When I was dying
In the hospital in 1993—!
Sadness was so deep
Within my mother’s face
Had I died, I fear—
She’d had died with me.


No: 5011/2-2005




End Poem






Love and Butterflies
[For Elsie T. Siluk, my mother]

She fought a good battle
The last of many—
Until there was nothing left
Where once, there was plenty.

And so, poised and dignified
She said, ‘farewell,’ in her own way
And left behind
A grand old time
Room for another

Love and Butterflies…
That was my mother.


—By Dennis L. Siluk © 7/03










Thursday, March 17, 2011

Delia's Inn ((a short story, 1868)(Part of: "The Cotton Belt"))


Delia’s Inn
((A story about inequality, with a smile) (Ashley Walsh, of Ozark, Alabama))



Havana, “The Heartless City,” the birthplace of the Rough Riders, and the destruction of the Battleship Maine, 1898, the destructive floods of the 1920s, when oil drilling was reduced…
And where Ashley Walsh made her home, and where she died—1867-1929.



Night Waters off Havana
((1867) (Aboard the ship ‘Peron’) (Captain Ashton Tyron Peron, Rosalina and Ashley Walsh))
Part One



The Captain’s cabin had a lower ceiling than average, especially for a huge man like Captain Ashton Tyron Peron, and every time he came through the doors he’d pert near hit his head, especially when drunk, forgetting it was so low. The heavy wooden floor inside and outside his cabin, was varnished, to a high glow. Ashley Walsh, remembered she was no more than seventeen years old when Rosalina, who owned one of the whorehouses in New Orleans, drugged her and sold her to the captain for $500-dollars, and she was kept for a year pretty much under lock and key in that cabin.
It was October 7, 1867, when she had paused, the captain this one early evening, the captain was somewhere, on board the ship, perhaps drinking with that negro banjo player, Wooden-leg Joe, they seemed to get along quite well, he was also a good helmsman the Captain told everyone (had she had to guess, it would be they were both at the helm, drinking rum or moonshine, hopefully, the ship would be steered by itself, to its destiny, often they’d get sidetracked because of their drunkenness and ended up in some local, they’d have to pull the map out to find out where exactly they were).
Anyhow, Ashley had paused, heard two drunken voices outside the cabin, she heard one of the rustic voices say, “You son of a snake, I get her first.” Then the other man’s voice replied, “You son of an American farmer and favored dog, I was here first.”
Ashley could not see who was who, very well, as she peeked through the keyhole of the door. The men were separated by a distance of no more than three to four feet. Too close she thought for a pistol shootout.
“I’ll give you money if you go away,” said one of the two voices, drunken voices. It was as if they were beating each other’s wings down, verbally, and hoping the other would get tired and just walk away, but in the meantime, they were pushing and shoving, harder and harder, at one another, it would just be a matter of time, thought Ashley before they busted down the door, and they’d then figure they could take turns on her, share her—at this juncture, they didn’t want to do any sharing. They were getting so heated up; it was like two snakes biting their own tails.
“I’m going to give you some alligator sleep,” boasted one of the voices, meaning he’d put him out right quickly, for a long spell if he didn’t leave.
Ashley now could hear above the cabin, Wooden-leg Joe dragging his wooden leg along the deck, she was hoping he could hear the men, and would go tell the Captain.
The ship was on a course to the Port of Havana.
Then all of a sudden Captain Ashton Tyron Peron showed up looking at these two drunken sailors, sloppy drunk. He himself had had too many cups of rum, and wanted his woman, and they were in his way, plus he didn’t cater to the idea, what was on their minds.
Peron simply lunged into both of them, ramming his fists into their faces, which bounced against the cabin door. He grabbed his dagger, stuck it into their cuts, and ribs, as they dropped and dribbled with blood collapsing—more like crashing, onto the shinny varnished floor, to unconsciousness.
The Captain then kicked the lifeless bodies to the side, stepping over them, paying them no more attention than he would do to the wax that made the floor shine. It was time for his pleasures.

That was the night Captain Peron would tell Ashley, he was going to drop her off at the dock—matter of fact, it was within a few hours of this most recent disparity, with his shipmates.


Delia’s Inn
(Ashley Walsh, 1868)(Havana)) Part Two





When Ashley was set free by Captain Ashton Tyron Peron, after a year’s incarceration in his cabin, a sex slave, she had found homage in Delia’s Inn. Delia, was much like Rosalina, of New Orleans, she ran a whorehouse, a café, and rented out apartments as well, all in one building, on one corner of Havana. But this time Ashley Walsh was no longer—the foolish young girl she was eighteen months ago, she knew the ropes. After three months of working for Delia, she asked for a written contract for them to be partners, since she was the main attraction, young, still lovely to look at, shapely, and experienced, and even the notorious Judge Castro Montes, known as “The Grave Judge,” took a liking for her. But Delia refused to sign the paper Ashley had drawn up, making them equal partners. Thus, she did something at the spur of the moment—perhaps remembering what Rosalina had done to her, Delia would sooner or later do to her again—by slipping her a Mickey Finn—and selling her to a ship’s captain, and be in the same old dilemma she just had gotten out of three months past.
Consequently, she hit Delia over the head with an accordion that was lying in the corner of her room, belonged to one of the musicians, who couldn’t pay for services rendered. When Delia awoke, she was tied to a chair.
“Now will you sign?” Ashley asked in a demanding tone.
“No,” she said, “and when I get out of here, you’ll be back on one of those filthy ships, doing what you know best,” and she laughed.
Ashley pulled out of a drawer, a derringer Delia kept in her room for occasions that might demand its use, and she shot Delia in the thigh, and Delia screamed to the high heavens, likened to a dying cat. Ashley stepped back, she had never seen anyone in such pain, suffering, and out of some automatic impulse, the derringer having two separate chambers, for two bullets, she pulled the trigger again, and it penetrated Delia’s chest, right through her heart, right out through the back of the chair, she was deader than a doornail.


Ashley was half asleep in her cell, it had a funny kind of smell to it, unknown—at first, but a decaying smell, then a reeking urine like smell—excrement, it was that of Delia. In her sleeping mind, she had asked “Haven’t you started your intergalactic trip yet?” Funny things we say in our dreams.
Ashley drifted into a deeper dream like mode, in and out in and out of it she went, as if the nightmare demon was working overtime. She saw beggars holding out stump of rotten arms, great black worms with wings protruding out of Delia’s Grave.
All these creatures, sleeping in their own filth; then she heard a voice, it woke her up. “Your name is?” asked a gentleman, standing by the iron bars of her cell, dressed in an expensive suite.
“I’m sorry, sir” said Ashley, dumbfounded, trying to regain her composure.
“I have passed your case onto the Judge, you know which one,” he said, as if he was disturbed of the fact he had to be the judge’s messenger.
She leaned forward onto the iron bars, thinking, ‘The old evil judge, will want to get a lot of freebies for this.’
The vile and putrid smell had gone, but as she looked up onto the ceiling, she noticed someone had written, “I know we’ll meet again some sunny day!” Then she yelled at the jailer, “Get me out of here,” she could hear the patter of footsteps pacing her cell.”




Drunken Laughter
(1869)(Kill Devil, at Delia’s Inn) Part Three

Wood-leg Joe

Everyone said in Havana, Delia’s Inn served a good drink, Kill Devil, they called it—also known as Jamaica Rum (fermented from sugar cane). When Ashley took over the establishment, she maintained its dutiful reputation.

The muddy streets of Havana, the night air, it was warm, someone was strumming on a banjo, and that someone was Wooden-leg Joe, from the ship ‘The Peron,’ which was anchored at the dock.
Everyone having left the ship, now on the dock area, were getting drunk, some already in a drunken stupor, laughing all about the dock area, peeing into the Caribbean, as if it was their humongous toilet, Captain Ashton Peron was on the dockside thinking of what brothel or gaming house he was going to brawl in, and take Joe with him, as often he did. It all was too familiar and too noisy for him—there, where he stood with a cup of rum in his hand, therefore they left the waterfront.
“How about Delia’s Inn…” questioned Peron to Joe?
“They got a-hell of drink down there,” commented Joe.
It was getting late, and it seemed they were gravitating towards the Inn, unconsciously, as they passed from street to street, shops were closing up, blacksmiths, goldsmiths, grocers, all closing up for the evening, and then lo and behold, they were standing outside the Inn.


Ashley had counterfeited Delia’s signature onto a contract she had made up, before she killed her. After she had got out of jail, her friend the Judge, Castro Montes, helped make it all legal, knowing good and well, he’d be welcome in the Inn, free of charge to the last of his days on this earth. And the ownership was accepted with good grace.
Captain Ashton Peron had a deep and long scare on the right side of his forehead, an obvious proof of his past. He was aging, yet he still had some of that youthful steel in him, it hadn’t gone.

When Wooden-leg Joe wasn’t playing the banjo, he was a perfect helmsman, if not drunk. Now both standing inside Delia’s Inn, he patted a waitress on the dairy air, “Get me some of that hard kicking Jamaica Rum!” And she went to fetch some. Then he spotted Ashley, of all things.
“Life is sweet,” he said to Joe, as if Ashley was one of the Inn’s whores, and expecting to take her as he had before. Joe was silent, frowning, He knew Ashley was known by everyone in Havana, even the notorious Judge Castro Montes, and Sir Godfrey, by her side, was no push over, and as Peron neared her, so did several larger men than him, none with aging slanting backs.
“So you found employment here, I see…” commented Peron.
“No, not necessarily, I own the place, and I think it is better you leave while you can.”
“But life looks sweet for me here,” he told her; Joe pulling on his coat jacket.
“When do you sail?” she asked, stern and steady, not with a ounce of fear.
“In two days time,” he responded.
“Leave like bacon in the winter wind! I don’t necessarily want revenge; I just don’t want to see your face, ever again.”
Joe kind of chuckled, it rhymed and Peron looked at him as if to say: what’s so funny.
Leave here, and go find yourself some giggling women elsewhere. And surprisingly he did.

Sir Godfrey was nearby, said, “I can get a few men to do him in?”
“No,” said Ashley, “Revenge or hate is like a snake biting his own tale, the only legal revenge with God is success. Can’t you see in Peron’s face how he hates me for who I’ve become?”
“Yaw,” replied Sir Godfrey, “no bones in sympathy,” thinking perhaps she held some kind of respect for the old Captain, and that she could not outgrow.



The Barrel Maker
((Judge Castro Montes Capitán Ashton Tyron Perón, Wooden-leg Joe and Pablo Llosa, the Barrel Maker) (1869, Havana)) Part Four



He was the barrel maker, who lived down the street from Delia’s Inn, Havana, Cuba, Pablo Llosa, he made a good living off barrel making, for ships needing large quantities of water, Salt Pork, for long voyages.
Wooden-leg Joe, had remarked, perhaps in an ugly tone, the following morning, after they had been told to leave Delia’s Inn, remarked at the barrel makers shop, commented in front of Pablo as Captain Ashton Tyron Peron was ordering barrels, who took what Joe had said in a fictitious kind of manner, with a salty kind of smile, “We ought not to try to get revenge off that girl, we got lots of sea to traveling to do, she’s just trouble, we need to get these barrels onboard before she goes to her friends, and she’s got plenty of them around here I hear.” Joe meant no harm, he just knew the Captain well, and knew what was on his mind, what was annoying him, but it would have been better unsaid.
But he was hungry for Ashley Walsh in the worse way, mostly for blood, “I should have fed her to the sharks,” said Peron, and Pablo Llosa started laughing. And in a blink of a red eye, Peron slit open the belly of Pablo, and stood and laughed as his slimy coil of intestines spilled out onto his hands, it was, thought Joe, the ugliest sight, he had ever seen, but what took place next was even more amplifying, Pablo had, for some odd reason, been standing with his hands and palms upward, as if he had a six sense, and had caught his guts before they fell onto the dirty floor which had no floor at all, just a dirt floor—and there he stood, strange and erect as a totem pole, holding his innards and all in place, and with one hand he shifted them over and onto the other, onto his forearm, and with the free hand he picked up an old Spanish metal armor plate, and as his wife came running, having seen everything from a window, out of the back where the shop was attached to the kitchen, she placed it around his midsection, tying it with a belt, and then Pablo picked up a sword, and was ready to fight the old Captain.
From that, Joe deduced, this was seriously to be taken as an omen, of an impending doom for the ship, “The Peron,” and he verbally washed his hands of his friendship with the Captain.

Judge Castro Montes, had no time for omens, but he would be, Peron’s omen, knowingly or not. Although renowned as a captain, stupid sometimes, and brutal, he ordered Peron to jail, and realizing the ship had no crew, that it was left anchored, and it had no real value for cargo, and it was an old brig, and it might serve a purpose, he set out an agreement, for Peron to take “You sign your ship over to Pablo, and you’ll save the city a hanging, and feeding you in jail until that hanging takes place. And Pablo, will have more wood for more barrels, and can pay more taxes—somewhere along the line. And perhaps you can find your way off this island in twenty-four hours…because that’s as long as you got before this agreement runs out.”
There is no sense in getting into a lengthy statement on how Peron felt, it was obvious. He just wordlessly turned about, and walked away.



The Red-haired Dog
((Ashton Tyler Peron) (1927)) Part Five




Looking beyond the cobblestone streets of New Orleans, out into the Mississippi, Captain Ashton Tyler Peron, now ninety-seven years old, perhaps thinking of his old ship, being turn-up for barrel wood, and wondering how old Ashley Walsh was doing, simply looked out upon the river as if he was staring through a glass window, as he hobbled on his painful gout leg, his right leg, along the dock’s edge. He had disregarded that year he kept her captive on his ship, only to admit, she was the prettiest Negress he had ever seen, or been with, it was perhaps why he couldn’t feed her to the sharks.
His hair was nearly as thinned out, as a one year old baby’s might be, fatter than a plump goose, and he had a bottle of red-haired dog in his left hand, a cane in his right, moseying along the dock way, a dark heavy long coat on, it was December, a black hat, taking a step at a time, drinking a gulp of the rum, at each pause.
He was blunt with God, likened to how he was with everyone; it was how he lived, choleric in temperament. He bent a little as his gout was hurting him, and he collapsed upon the top soil, next to the cemented walkway—as if he knew he was going to die. He died of dysentery, so the autopsy read.



Calamity with Composure
(Captain Ashton Tyler Peron; Judge Castro Montes; Ashley Walsh)(Havana, 1928)) Part Six




Ashley Walsh had lived in the shadows of a long shaking fever. It had killed several people from the docks of Havana every year. It was a dismal and scented evening. She walked the dock area, it was the summer of 1928, ghastly smells of the harbor lingered into her nostrils, dissipated throughout the pier area. It somewhat reminded her of those far-off days, when she was kept prisoner on Old Captain Peron’s ship.
Dressed in light clothing, she went and had dinner in Sir Godfrey’s mansion…as was her custom, she was now seventy-seven years old, and he was in his eighties. They had a light meal this day. (Godfrey, was at one time, nearly sixty-years ago, at one time the manservant to the Governor of Cuba, and through his dealings somehow acquired a small fortune, and a daughter, by Ashley Walsh, and not by wedlock rather by lust, for Ashley had no marriage view worth considering, but Godfrey nonetheless named her, Ashley Ann Walsh-Godfrey, not ashamed to give her his name, nor take his mother’s name away. That was back in 1875, she would have been fifty-three years old now.)
“Were you aware,” said Sir Godfrey, “Captain Ashton Tyler Peron had died a year ago?” (He had just found out for himself that very week.)
She drank some more of the wine; she was a hard woman, but not without emotions.
During her permanent status as a citizen of Cuba and resident of Havana, she became the busiest female Havana’s natural harbor, a maritime hub, dealing with sugar, tobacco, coffee and rum sales, and running Delia’s Inn, becoming one of the richest women in Havana, if not the whole Caribbean . No need to whore about anymore, although in the beginning, that is where she got her working assets.
She said, as if it was a passing thought, perhaps a dutiful idiom, “He helped make me what, or is it that, I am today, rich, I figured if that dumb clucks can own a ship, why can’t I own a business, and make that plural?”
“Well, he sure did hang around with an unruly lot!” said Sir Godfrey.
The room fell silent.
“Murder, I was clumsy at it, I had an ugly old man do it for me, kill a bulky old man called Josh, I was only in my teens then, that is my most hideous crime, well almost, Delia’s death included; my second crime, suffocation of my youth that one year in New Orleans, when I was a whore, but even Rosalina the once queen-bee of whore of the city, taught me.”
Godfrey pretended to listen, but did not raise his eyes. “I was never a wife though,” she added to her comments. “I was hardly fourteen when I slept with a man named Silas; I love him so very much, simple as he was, back in Ozark, Alabama on the Hightower Plantation, I loved him, I really did, I’m sure he’s dead by now.”
She stood up, walked out of the room, knowing good and well, she could say and do nearly whatever she wanted to, she had become rich enough. She also knew from experience, when you run out of money, you run out of friends, from that you make your priorities, depending on your needs, and in Havana, a single minded woman, needed both.



Marble Moons
((Ashley Ann Walsh-Godfrey; Sir Godfrey) (1875-1928)) Part Seven






Marble Moons (the Poem)


They say the sky above
Heaven’s dome,
Are scattered with Marble Moons…
For those who are
Sincere and true—
That your love
Still is the same,
That your life pleased
Him, the most, as Lord and King!...
And you kept your faith
In Him; thus, those
Marble Moons,
Above heaven’s dome
Will someday bow down
On bended knees to thee…
How can I not be singing…!

By Ashley Ann Walsh-Godfrey



Ashley Ann Walsh Godfrey would have been fifty-three years old, in 1928, had she not died in 1887, at twelve years old; this day in 1928, her mother, Miss Ashley Walsh, in pacing in Sir Godfrey’s garden. Nothing could have prepared her for that shocking day of her daughter’s death, over forty years ago, but you would not have guessed it, by her equanimity at the time.
In the capital city of Cuba, law and order in 1887 was bleak at best, there was a constant drag on it, in the city of Havana, vagabonds, ill-mannered hoodlums, doing nearly everything as they pleased, everywhere, whenever, pert near right out in the open. It was Ashley Ann on her way home from school, when one old man, vulgar and drunk chased her into an alley; a pretty girl, a favorite in her class.
He had cornered her, now vomiting in the alley…two men brawling fifty-yards away, disorderly at every corner, at every nook; all cut-throats, seamen for the most part.
Who could be blamed for Ashley Ann’s rape and murder that day? To have her mother watch the kid, day and night was a second duty, and not fashionable for her, she never did, she never would have, consequently, anyone dare ask.
She was busy increasing her numbers and wealth, while the city of Havana, also got richer and richer. Gold, and goods, commerce was thriving, as was her Inn, while the natives were getting more hostile: ultimately, a person only has 100% of themselves to give—to any one thing, or several things however one wishes to slice up the pie of life, their life, no matter which way you slice it though, there still is only 100% of you, and there is no more. To Ashley these were the hard facts of life in Havana; she gave 99% of her life to what she valued —, respect, power, money, the high of the buying and selling and again I must add Delia’s Inn, and that one percent left, she gave to her daughter, and that was only a half percent actually, because her lover, Sir Godfrey, got the other half of the one percent. That’s how it was.

Sir Godfrey, on that scornful day (her father) had cried out to Ashley—his mistress for forty-years, “Your daughter is with God in Heaven now!”
“Yes,” she remarked, “let her be with Him, it’s too damn hostile down here for her anyhow.”


Night Waters of the Caribbean
((Ashley Walsh) (1929, year of the rats)) Part Eight


“There’s a time for everything under the sun…”
Solomon/Ecclesiastes



As the population increased in Havana—as it had on the other Caribbean islands such as: Jamaica, Port Royal, Saint Domingo, Hispaniola, and San Juan (Puerto Rico), everyone firmly having enough to eat, Ashley Walsh recalled (at least in the past), now sitting on a bench, looking out onto the night waters of the Caribbean—at a pretty twilight—so had the islands hostilities. Far to the left—but not too far, were three seamen, gawking at her; she glanced their way, whispered, but the wind carried the whisper, “They’re no different than sewer rats.”
The looks on their faces went berserk!
If the hands of Ashley Walsh had known what her mind was thinking, they would have wanted to be cut-off.

The consequence, and sequence, of a crowding city—perhaps not much different than a tree with its uncountable leaves, having to shed them to make room for more, one might conclude, as this being Havana, had its share of outbreaks, street fighting, domestic violence, child abuse, soaring infant mortality, psychosis, increased homosexuality, and hyper-sexuality, alienation, disorientation among the older public, ruthlessness, Black Sunday rippled through the United States and over onto the Caribbean Islands, commerce declined, as did skills (in 1929).
Among the tenant housing, remorseless fighting, squalling. People were living like cats and dogs, and some like rats, dominated and aggressive ones, and the most normal humans of Havana went berserk because of this.
Homosexuals made advances on juveniles of both sexes. All tolerated by the city’s officials. The city with its own crowded population, became hyperactive, hypersexual, bisexual, and in some cases cannibalistic. Hence, as the population increased, so did this unusual behavior, well, not all that unusual, although it was never far-off, and Ashley knew this, she looked to her left again, she knew this—now seventy-eight years old, there were now five fellow seamen grouped some twenty-feet from here, they crept up like bowlegged quails, she thought. Old Ashley Walsh just absorbed, and observed twilight, narrow it became, and then the five men had mustard-up enough courage, and energy, to do what they were thinking, not knowing what Ashley was thinking, she always had plan B. The old stone wall she was now sitting on, hands firm, palms down on the wall to her side, she simply gave herself a push with those two hands, and over she went, into the twilight waters of the Caribbean.

Fallen on the Hearth (From: "The Cotton Belt")

Fallen on the Hearth
(Rose Hills, Pick Ritt, Emma Hightower, Cara Smiley, A. Hood
The O’Day’s)


Between Heaven and Hell
((Pick Ritt, and Rose Hills; 1917, NYC) (Part Nine))



A good part of the lives of southern people, I mean, those old southern folks, particularly, down in Ozark, Alabama, in and around the turn of the century—bear in mind, some women too, and especially the male negroes loved their whiskey, moonshine, that old so called, corn whiskey, with an alligator bite. That is to say they loved their whiskey and of course southern women, southern style women.
Between heaven and hell, on that little strip in between, called the surface of earth, the south was trying to put its self back together, in those far-off days, while a war in Europe was going on. The best and once, the finest Southern Plantations were becoming wrinkled with age; uncared for.
Yes sir, Pick Ritt an old man now, at the age of seventy-seven years old, filled that whole south with his womanizing legends and reputation. He had, as a young man, run after Emma Hightower; she was now sixty-eight years old. Then he ran after Clara Smiley, she was now sixty-eight. Had you sat downtown on any wooden bench, in front of any store, bank or even in the park in Ozark, you could hear folks running their mouth, gossip flowing out of it like a bush fire—back and forth, all day and all night long, it was all about his drinking and girl happy dementia. Many a night he’d join the whooping and hollering in the local bars, piano bars, singing along. He owned one, once.
“That Pick Ritt, I be dog if he aint a case,” said Clara to Emma, sitting out on Clara’s porch.
“Here I was halfway to town this morning, or pretty near halfway to town, I had the buckboard and old Dan the horse, on my way to Hobby’s Store, when he jumped out of some bushes with a newspaper in his hands and jumped into the middle of the road, scared the daylights out of me and old Dan. It took me ten-minutes to calm Dan down and me also, to untangle the harness.”
“What did Youall say to him, thereafter…?” asked Emma.
“He was talking about that young winch in New York City, you know the one they call Rose Hills—the young one, I’ve read about her myself, he’s communicating with her I think, it’s as if he’s making a regular nest for her and him.” And they both chuckled.



Perfumes of Damascus
((1920, Pick Ritt and Rose Hills) (Part Ten))



She wrote Pick Ritt this sentence or two, having left Damascus, to meet him in London, a month from the date of the letter (Pick Ritt, being of the same age as Emma Hightower of Ozark, Alabama),

“Dearest Pick, it makes my mouth water lying in bed moving in adoration, in infinite kisses which is more divine than the perfumes of Damascus.” R. Hills, August, 1920

It was as if old man Pick Ritt, closer to eighty than seventy, fatter cheeked than ever, had had a long ongoing affair with Rose Hills, which he hadn’t.

Women of the Flesh; Rose Hills common enough among the laity, during the ‘Roaring 20s,’ but she was of the elite, one of the guardians of social and public morality, whose duty it was to denounce carnality of the new age. She was born in 1897, thus, in 1920; she was cast into a whole new world with new vistas opening up to her twenty-three year old eyes, mind, and shapely body.
She tempted everybody, and tired everything, and found herself in every tabloid from Ozark, Alabama, to New York City, and all throughout Europe.
She seemed to have grabbed the new generation for all it was worth, in living color. Nothing was sacred, taboo, men of the cloth, scuttling out of seedy hotels with her, struggling with their zippers, the wronged wives looking for her. Her urges, lusts and infatuations never ceased to grow, she denied herself very little.
Pick Ritt, a Harvard man, banker from Ozark, Alabama, richer than the Church of England, and older than Rose Hills’ grandfather, took a liking for her. As we will see, his urge to possess her, or at least have her to equal his urge, was taking up much of his time.

When the Great War opened, in 1914, he became infatuated with Miss Rose Hills’ reputation, writing her letter after letter, seeing her in the newspapers as the rich little girl of Europe, whose family owned several pubs in London. She welcomed his letters, remarkable she thought they were, coming from such an old goat, with a poetic voice, and a lustful heart.

“You have made me perfectly happy by your acceptance of my devoted admiration for your qualities I have feasted my appetite on nightly, your charms and physical perfections.” P. Ritt, September, 1918

“I am satisfied that your old and pouting lips, hunger for me…awaiting you.” R. Hills, January, 1919

“I live in a state that longs to meet and have you, the delight of you; here also I am intense for expression…” Ritt, March 1919


About ten months later, January 1920

Pick Ritt’s sleeping was less and less, he spent a good portion of his night in lustful compositions, his prose speckled with dirty bits of verse…
Following his last letter, things seemed to go down hill; his hand writing had become more frantic and scratch-like.
In June of 1920, he asked to see her in September in Europe; he’d meet her in London, at Victoria Station.
On September 10, 1920, William R. Hills, met Mr. Pick Ritt, at the railroad station, a chaplain was with him, he told Mr. Ritt, face to face, “Your behavior, as well as my daughter’s has been most scandalous to our family name. A part of the proof of which I tell you here, my wife had to be put into an asylum for rest; as the investigation to my daughter’s death goes on. My wife was found to have several of your nasty letters, in her possession. Wisdom had been deprived her, and at the time of my daughter’s return to meet you, from Damascus, she killed Rose, beat her to death with a broomstick, just a week ago today. Yes, she is in an asylum, for the insane, where I will be tomorrow,” as he finished, he pulled a derringer out of his coat pocket, and shot Pick Ritt dead, right then and there.



Austin Hood’s Demise
((1922) (Part Eleven))



Old Sergeant Austin Hood, was so mean, as to still be living in 1922, at the ripe old age of ninety-six, in debt, modesty competent, he appeared to find enough income begging to support his eating and drinking, and told fortunes, to supplement whatever else he needed. He had no children, no wife, and no real place to call home—and a good case of spastic paralysis, in the shadow of dysentery.
He had eight cloth colored cards, the size of postcards, he charged a dollar to tell a person’s fortune with them. He had devised a schema; four of those colored cards were dark colors, from gray to black to browns. The other four colors were brighter, red, yellow, blue and green, lighter colors. One’s fortune was told by the colors they picked, and then he’d translate what the colors meant. Unfortunately, if you picked out all four darker colors (only being allowed to select four cards in total), you would get a bleak and gloomy fortune. One such person by the name of Mississippi Blue, a gambler in town, got a most unpleasant fortune from Hood, and he didn’t take kindly to the scholarship of Hood’s psychological evaluation, his future downfall —to be quite frank, he took it rather seriously, and that evening when he went to gamble, had lost nearly every penny he had, all but a few dollars of the once $400-dollars he had. He could hardly pay a week’s rent in advance and the room and board was three-dollars a day—

As the saying goes, there is always someone out there, worse than you, or as bad as you. Only in the most rudimentary sense did Hood bathe…on that Saturday night, a hot summer’s night, Blue paid a dollar for Hood to take a bath, saying “I won $100-dollars with your corny like fortune,” consequently, Miss Nelly O’Day of the “O’Day Hotel,” heated water on the stove and filled the Zinc tub in the middle of the floor, in which three to four men usually bathed one after the other, in the same water—in turn, but being Saturday evening, only Hood was to bath, Blue came in through the back entrance, while Hood was taking his bath, ‘A good one,’ he mumbled to himself.
The quite man, mouse-like, just suddenly appeared from behind a door, consulted Hood, then pushed his head under the water, as if he was drowning a stray cat, then lifted the old man’s head back up above the water, deader than a doornail. And that was that. He assumed as he walked out the same door he had walked in through, his luck would change.



Trousers in Blue
((1923) (Part Twelve))




Stillwater Minnesota, 1920s (out near the O’Day Farm)



He stood in worn-out, faded but clean blue overalls; he was renting out a room from Molly O’Day’s Hotel; Molly O’Day related to the O’Day’s in Minnesota (Stillwater, Mabel O’Day, born 1899 had married Gus O’Day, Mabel being originally from North Carolina, and related through her sister’s marriage, to the Hightowers of New Orleans. Gus, being born 1890, and who had died in 1957; his brother being Shannon O’Day, born 1910, died 1967; Molly O’Day, being born 1885, and who had moved out of Minnesota, to live in Ozark, Alabama in the early 1920s, opened a boarding house, but the sign read, ‘Molly’s Hotel’ and Molly’s mother was Gus’ father’s sister).
Mississippi Blue, had got away with murder (born around 1880), just as Hood had got away with it a half century before—killing Corporal Dennis Smiley, along with a young Private and Sarah Franklin; now Blue was fifty-dollars richer, from taking what money the old man had left in his pants pockets, and had gambled that $50-dollars and made $1500-dollars, then invested it in a sawmill outside of Ozark, down by a lake, near Daleville, between Ozark, and Shantytown. Daleville being more like a town-let, with about four or five dwellings, no church, just an old sawmill by the lake nearby. He had invested with Molly O’Day, and was doing well now, a year had passed, and he was doing well, matter of fact, he and Miss Molly had a thing going (she being about near forty).
He had turned his bad luck around, with that effortless fury he let out against Old Man Hood—his rawness equal to Hood’s; how true it is, one devil gone, one more to take his place. He didn’t even pause, never looking back at what he had done, his eyes red from drink and lack of sleep, he never even made it to Hood’s funeral.
So here was Old Hood, vanished, gone from the surface of the earth, from that in-between Heaven and Hell, narrow space, called the surface. His eyes closed in a wooden coffin.
It was a celebration for Clara Smiley, a day she waited for, for a long time. She attended his funeral, along with Emma Hightower. Her eyes lost, smaller now than they were back in 1864, when Hood had killed her brother Dennis.
She was going to re-roof, her kitchen, that day, but she didn’t, she stayed at the cemetery until sundown.
“He was for all purposes, a nameless person,” Clara murmured to Emma, “who would rise and dress and eat his breakfast, just to die in a sink tub one day, homeless, childless, wifeless, I wonder if Hell has its gates half open awaiting his arrival?”



Old Stone Bridge
((Mayor H.P. Mondale) (Part Thirteen))




Beyond the bend of the Old Ozark Road, where there once stood Old Stone Bridge, now, there was no longer any trace of it, a vanished bridge that stood from the early days of the Civil War, it was the boarder between Ozark and Shantytown. It was where Old Amos Jackson was hung, and where Sarah Franklin was shot to death by Old Sergeant Hood, and where Old Doc Edwards one night rode like wildfire across it to find a home for Scip Josh Mason, Emma’s boy. Not much architect to it, unrecorded date for its construction. No one could remember who even built it. All that was left behind, when Mississippi Blue was hired by the city to tare it down, and build a new one, a sturdy one from wood at his sawmill, the summer of 1925.
All that was left was old stones, a skeleton that once encased a bridge, that went under a creek, that was used by Confederates as well as Union soldiers chasing one another during the Civil War days, and slaves were carried across that old bridge to get to the cemetery, to be buried in—often in, unmarked graves, dating back to the 1770s.
A bridge that Lee, passed, so legend says, and that nearly seventy-years, two generations of sons and grandsons with bare feet crossed over.
The bridge was owned now by the city of Ozark. And soon Shantytown would all but disappear, leaving them four houses out of the fifteen dwellings that now existed and pert near, thirty when they build the stone bridge, in about 1859 or ‘60. But like old folks, things were changing, being replaced. Fresh tracks to new dwellings that kind of thing, “That’s how it is,” said Blue to the Mayor, “we have to change with the times.”
The new sheriff Ed Parker Jr., son to old Sheriff Parker (born 1829, died 1918), Ed was in WWI, fought between 1917 and 1918, and then had romped around Europe, a spell, now had been sheriff since 1921, now watching for a week, lumber coming by wagons and horse and mule back, for ten miles. Men working with lips full of snuff, until the last wagon arrived on the last day of the week, in Shantytown (he was born, 1899).
The old Negros that lived in and around Shantytown, and white spectators that rode by, all stopped—rabbit-like mules, to see the new bridge, it was like a big sunbonnet over a tin pail, the creek was no wider than ten-feet, and the bridge was twenty-feet wide if not wider, and thirty feet high if not higher, and Mayor Mondale (born around 1870), of Ozark, just stood there, appeared to look at nothing, to look at anything beside the ugly humongous bridge, he never stayed long. And he never looked back or up again at the bridge.

For long afternoons throughout the summer of 1925, old men squatting with their slow burning tobacco in their corncob pipes, sat by the creek looking at this huge laborious, shapeless structure, called a bridge, until someone had cleaned out his pipe one evening and—by an act of God, some old folks had said, the bridge burnt down. The old stone bridge that was once there was rebuilt to its old glory, no one knew by whom, and no one cared.

Tuesday, March 15, 2011

The Boob Poem (with commentry)


The Boob Poem

Bridget Marquardt, was stretching out her arms today, trying to touch the sky or moon, something up there that looked white or blue, so it seemed to me; to show off her new pinkish-laced bra—thin arms and other things: A big smile on her face as if she swallowed a banana split, her hair hanging about her face, like seaweed—standing by a lake—, and those medium size boobs, trying to reach us passersby’s as if they were ours to arrest—on the internet… and of course, I gave her the eye! Marisa Miller, on the other hand, her boobs were hanging like a lion’s be-hind, inside her bra, something less than a bra, with little ornaments dangling on it ends; her hair covering them up a tinge; Bridget’s bra would never have fit, it would have split. And Jeisa Chiminazzo, didn’t have a thing, to swing, and I think in her picture, she was hiding most of nothing—; if it was something, if it really was something, her elbow was covering most everything, and that’s next to nothing. In Bar Rafaeli’s picture, she squeezes them boobs together like two Condor eggs, ready to burst open—she’s all shape and no face, such a shame. With Malin Akerman, you can’t see a thing, not a thing, but a bare shoulder—and that’s nothing, what’s up dock; we don’t have modest stars—do we; although she has eyes that slant like a cats, or is like rats—not sure which one yet? And how about Oliva Munn, a clean nice face, best of the lot, nice shoulders too—but no boobs or buns, a few fat ripples on her upper legs—she needs to exercise, no more of those chocolate figs—it’s not too late: It would appear, her boobs are hiding somewhere, but where—not in the picture? Perhaps she and Malin, got a thing …by and by, it gives the male’s mind, more for his imagination. (And why did I write this silly poem anyhow… if they can show their boobs, I can write about them!—just so my wife don’t read it! She’ll have a fit…on the other hand, King Solomon wrote about them, so it mustn’t be a sin, perhaps more on the order of gems! )

No: 2907 (3-15-2011)


Commentary and History on Boobs: Can we say boobs have had their day in history? They have in a way formed history. Especially in movies, modeling, in newspapers to get a male’s attention and of course to sell cloths. Presidents have lusted after them, such as Clinton; we can add Samson into that category also. Let’s admit, women have power with boobs, and if they don’t know it, they’ve lived too long in the Andes. Wet boobs are even hotter, the wetter, the hotter. When they get older—they have a life cycle also you know, but when they get older, and when men stop looking at them, I’m sure woman get thinking—I think they might be thinking, I’m not going to ask my wife, but it would seem so, they might feel a little homesick for the lost glory they provided all those decades. For a women or a man, boobs can make the sun come out when it is raining. Some boobs become famous. Some boobs are so big you can’t find the woman’s neck. Boobs are like two-owls looking straight at a man, if indeed they are showing. And so, that is enough of the History of boobs.

Saturday, March 12, 2011

The Barchans (Two Chapter Stories: Elmer the Nut & Water Sounds)

The Barchans
((of Ozark, Alabama) (in two chapters))





Elmer the Nut
((Elmer Jr and Melody Barchans) (1830 to 1923))



Chapter One o


Elmer Barchans, born 1830, died in 1900, fell off the roof of his house when he was mending it. His Son Elmer Jr, born 1875, had married Melody Christianson, ten-years his junior. They had two kids, both girls, and we are now going to skip to the year 1923.

Elmer the Nut, that’s what we ended up calling him, what we all called him—oh, not at first just after his wife left him, grabbed the two girls, fled to Ozark, and caught a train to that godforsaken place up north called Minnesota, to some town called Stillwater. Thereafter, no one ever heard from her again. My guess, Molly O’Day, had something to do with that. Melody had never been there, been to Minnesota, Molly had relatives up there though, I’m sure she got some good gossip she never told us—back from that little town, from Melody.
Anyhow, Elmer’s father, was a level headed man, fell off that roof one day, and his son lazier than a one legged dog, with a wife and two girls, just let the 400-acres of land go to pot, because he was on a treasure hut.
Yes, Elmer Jr., has quite a different story than his father, who was like the rest of us folks down in Ozark—normal! Elmer Sr., never had much luck with crops, but he didn’t starve to death, and after he died, Elmer the Nut, had to sell this and that and some land to the Ritts, to eat. But that isn’t the funny or sad part of it all. It was the day after Mrs. Melody Barchans came into town and told Sheriff Parker Jr., we called him Junior for short, and she told this wild and cock-and-bull story. Molly O’Day put her up in a room for three days thereafter, until the train came, and we all, seven of us folk, snuck out to the Barchans plantation, just beyond—ten miles just beyond, the Smileys, making it a twenty-seven mile ride.
We went down to White Creek; we rode most of the way, and walked a great distance, the horses pretty tired. Besides, White Creek runs into Goose Creek that runs into the Chattahoochee River, of which the Chattahoochee and Flint form the Apalachicola River, which runs all the way down to the Gulf, which runs into the Atlantic Ocean I hear.
Well there we were, on a hill, or a kind of mound looking down on Elmer, alongside the creek was an old mine—dug out fifty years ago, if not more and there was Elmer, nodding as if he was agreeing with someone, but there was no one there to nod to—by-gimmidy.
After a good while, we understood what we were watching, I mean we had got a briefing from his wife, and now it all look official. He had a long fuse like tied onto a rat’s tail, he had several rats in cages, leather strings tied around their mouths, and the fuses were soaked into some kind of solution, I think saltpeter, alongside him there were two wooden casks of gunpowder. His face appeared caked with mud and blood and—well to be honest he was indescribable.
He filled little sacks full of gunpowder, tied them to the bellies of the rats, and had that long fuse tied around the tail of the rats, which led to their bellies where the little sack was. We then saw him carve up a half cow, we were just praying it wasn’t one of ours, and he butchered it good, and threw it down the two-hundred foot hole in the cave. We all knew there was a hole in the cave; we figured it probably led to the underground springs around here. We never did know for certain.
Well, to make a long afternoon short, this is what he did: he got all seven of those darn rats tied up with those little bags; his idea was to have them run into the cave, as he chased them, and they’d run to the hole and jump in after the raw meat. This would somehow release the treasure in the hole—once they exploded that is, the treasure which those old prospectors, legend said, hid in the cave, back fifty or seventy-five years ago. And that person he was nodding to would give him further instructions, so we all figure it had to be.
Well, things again didn’t work out the way he planned. So Elmer ignited the fuses, and the rats ran into the cave, one blew up to smithereens, never making it to the hole, and the rest ran right back out—we figured perhaps the sulfur taste in the air, who’s to say. Fine, we all said, and watched the rats running wild back and fourth and around Elmer, entrails all flying here and there, intestines were hanging on his cloths, some areas that had lightly dried, were not dry anymore.

We really didn’t need anymore proof of his level of recklessness, although we figured a man ought to be able to do what he wants to do on his own property, like it or not, but White Creek, was just a tinge to the side of his property, and that made it the Sheriff’s business. He died in that sanitarium in 1930, I hear tell: kind of poetic justice, in that, someone poisoned him with rat poison.



Water Sounds
((Melody Barchans, Pick Ritt, Molly O’Day and Mahogany) (1923))




Chapter Two



Pick Ritt’s son, Earnest Ritt, (Owner of the Ritt Bank), had given Melody two-hundred dollars to make her way to Stillwater, Minnesota, at the request of Molly O’Day, and Molly gave Melody a place to stay for three days, as the Sheriff removed her husband from the plantation, to bring him to the so called, ‘Funny Farm’. Actually, she felt safer now, and Earnest Ritt assured her, he’d sell the plantation, and give the money to Molly, who would send the money to her.

Earnest could be a gentleman, or a rogue, he fit into both categories. He had come over to see Molly, she was gone, he gave the black woman that worked for her—a cleaning woman, called, Mahogany, a silver dollar to keep quiet, and leave, as he slipped into Melody’s room, she was taking a bath. Mrs. Barchans was splashing about in the cast-iron tub’s water; she did not notice Earnest —
“Mahogany,” said Melody, “That Mr. Ritt is sure a kind man, and not bad looking,” and she laughed. “Do you know if all the girls in town are after him?”
“Hmm…” Earnest murmured in a low, high-pitched tone, just behind her a foot or two.
“Well?” asked Melody.
Ritt did not answer.
“I’m sure he does,” commented Melody, “He’s obviously very rich, I wonder if he has a favorite here in Ozark. I know or heard tell, his father used to date Emma Hightower and Cara Smiley.
Earnest Ritt did not answer.
“Old man Smiley’s brother, when he visited his brother, used to visit our place quite often too, especially during the lean years, bring us over some chickens, and bread, he was well-suited for an afternoon bed,” and she laughed, adding “I should not be saying all this to you.”
“Melody,” said Ritt, grinning at her naked back.
“Mr. Ritt!” said Melody, frazzled, then splashing water on him, to shoo him away. “You are truly not a gentleman as I thought.”
“I don’t feel like one today, you looking for one?”
“Leave here right this minute!”
“I’d rather look at you!”
She was very red and heated in the face. Earnest could see she had been underfed, quite thin, with droopy breasts, but a nice enough figure for her age.
“Yes, I fear I will stay.”
“I guess I’ve misjudged you—“
“No,” said Ritt, “you’re right on the mark; I’m all you think I am, and more.”
“I am completely naked sir.” She mumbled.
“Yes, I can see that!”
“And this water is starting to chill!”
“Yes, I suppose so.”
“Once more I ask you to please leave.”
In reply, Ritt walked closer to the cast-iron tub, to its edge, took her by the shoulders, lifted her up, she stood and stared at him, as he pulled her shoulders to his breast, she started to scream, started to but not completely…he laughed, undressed himself, stepped into the tub,
“Are you going to rape me?” she asked. Then she hesitated, said, “that will not be necessary, but in the plain of day?”
And not another sound was heard but water sounds.